shit got hella fucked up today
i’m completely numb
my sister is going into srugery
my brother and my uncle drank together and got in a fist fight
my poor mother is working to pay for us all
and my dad is non existent
the thing is i feel blessed. beyond blessed.
i just wished my mom didnt have to deal with all this shit.
i wish i could take my fucked up, dysfunctional family and leave my mom
she deserves better than us.